ok lets try this again...i made this long entry b4 but it deleted so hopefully my comp wont screw up this time.So today everyone in my house is at work so im home alone. I should b doing my summer reading but since i love to procrastinate in not lol. So lets c things ive done recently. I sleptover at annas a couple days ago i think. And ways it was fun. We went to moes and she got the moo moo mr.cow. I mean how awesome is that name?! And all these shops with amazing names like hair and nails and food. Really original. We went on the really long walk and called to the birds. I dont think they liked it tho b/c the flew away, hehe. Then our movie fest. SO MANY PENISES! haha. I think im gay....what?....gay!....gay?.....what? And then a few days after that i went shopping. Lets c i got some really cute stuff. 2 pairs of bramuda shorts, 2 shirts from holister, 2 black tanks, 2 pairs of cute ripped jean shorts from af, and 3 skirts...1 from hollister 2 from riches. And then i got one pair of pointy toed flats and a pair on macosins with like sequins on them. Yesterday michele came over. We went on a walk in the rain. And then ate food...lots. lol. We were reading these old diaries i found and wow there was some interesting stuff written in them lemme tell u. Yea and then we started a scrapbook! It looks really cute. So now for some more intersting stuff.

40 things u mite not kno about me

1: My birthday is Aug19

2: My fav color is pink

3: I wish i was more of a badass

4: I hate to cry in public

5: I love dancing to rap but i like listening to rock

6: I love to cook

7: I have no idea what i want to do with my life

8: All i want to do is have fun

9: Leave me alone with a sad movie and ill cry my eyes out

10: Im such a daddys girl

11: I like to sleep at the opposite end of my bed

12: I love getting scared off my ass

13: My favorite place to sing is rite by my front door b/c the sound is so good

14: I dont get nervous singing in front of people i dont kno

15: Im starting to like to read

16: Ive only really hated one person

17: Ive never had a bf

18: I laugh at my own jokes

19: I love pictures, taking pictures, scrapbooking

20: I dont want a bf just a boy toy

21: Sometimes i can b self concious

22: I like to write

23: Id never do drugs

24: Shoes r one of my obsessions

25: When i get embaresses my face turns red easily

26: Ive done cheer since 6th grade

27: When my grandpa died i wouldnt let anyone c me cry for some strange reason

28: I can b competetive

29: I want to try and marry someone jewish

30: I love to pamper myself

31: I never wanna pretend to b someone im not

32: Excercise makes me happy

33: I wanna strip at least once in my life

34: I like watching surgery shows on tv

35: U kno ur really funny when u cant even hear me laughing b/c i cant breathe im laughing so hard

36: I lose a ton of hair

37: I melt when guys have piercings..lip..tounge...ear...

38: I really do think opposites attract

39: I love cats

40: I can make a vagina with my tounge, haha

the most important words are always the hardest to say __ <33

<3 amy

* The Hardcore Facts *

¢¾ ya gotta love me cuz im amy

Birthday : aug 19,89

Age : 15

Height : 5'4"

Natural Hair Color : dark brown

Current Hair Color : dark brown with light brown highlights
Zodiac Sign : leo!

* The Favs *

Animal : cat

Color : pink

band : vr..killers..hellogoodbye..rascalflats

Rapper : 50cent

Singer : kelly clarkson?

Brand of Clothing : anything cute

Brand of Shoes : gosh shoes r one of my addictions...how could i choose one brand?

Sport to watch : basketball..cheerleading

Sport to play : cheer!

Actor : ADAM BRODY! omg so hott

Actress : dunno

Song at the moment : its a tie between U N ME & SCARS

Cd in your cd player : the killers

Chick Flick Movie : woah wayy to many!

Tear Jerking Movie : the notebook/walk to remember

Action Movie : haha hell if i kno

Comedy Movie :zoolander..napolean dynomite

Last Movie that you saw : shall we dance

Horror Movie : no movies really get me scared anymore..but i love them so much!

* The Last... *

Person you kissed : my daddy! 

person you talked to on the phone : fabi

person you text messaged : dc

time you cried : i havent cried in so long!

time you laughed : in math w/marrissa cause dugs pants were wayyy too tight!

time you ate : like 2 secs ago...ice cream!

time you went ice skating : prob with alicia a long time ago

time and then sat on the phone: with penson!

time you went to the movies : u kno i havent really been into the movies lately   with a those middle schoolers..its getting kinda old, damn there nothing to do in alpharetta! i wanna go clubbing!

time you told someone you missed them : talking to meg online

* Have you ever... *

Got wasted : no

Passed out : no

Done Drugs : no

Kissed the opposite sex : haha,yeahhh

Kissed the same sex :

had sex in general : nope

gone skinny dipping : yea!

mooned a passing car : no but that would b so awesome!

mooned anyone in general : noo

flashed anything or anyone : yea...but going streaking would b so awesome

gotten in trouble with the police : no

ran from the police : lol well i hid behind a bush once cause we were at the pink mansion tryin to see inside the house

gotten chased by someone you didnt know : well i was followed by cam's uncle lol

experienced something you cant explain : o yes

been in a serious car accident : almost....i atcually have a really good story behind that..

made fun of someone and then later felt bad about it: yeah

made fun of someone and not felt bad about it : lol yea not gonna mention names DANIEL!wow hes such an idiot...thank god he moved

ever lied to a friend : yea....but prob for a good reason

* Friends *

Craziest : jaye is pretty crazi but leesh is deff crazi too
best: u kno who u r!

Laugh the most with : well i dont have friends that dont make me laugh so all of em

Blondest : fab...haha u cant put tinfoil in the microwave?

Smartest : sam or claud

Prettiest : omg all my friends r so f'n pretty

most likely to succed in life : xtina

Fall in love the soonest : wow deff megan hands down

will taken longer to find that special someone : alicia

would go sky diving without a care in the world :  me n mich got that covered!

will become famous : fabi

will cry the day of graduation : alicia

will get in the most trouble during high school : uhhhh no comment hehe

miss the most when we all grow up : every1

will become a pro athlete : d.c.

will not go to college : hahai dunno

will become a teacher : anna! lmao thatd b funni

would become a stripper : deff penson..were gonna take poll dancin classes together! 

* This or that *

Rock or Rap: rap 4 dancin..rock for listenin to

Peanut Butter or Jelly : peanut butter..chunky!

Marshmellows or Chocolate : chocolate omg

Winter or Summer : summer..cuter clothes

Night or Day : night

Wild Night out or Chillin at the house : wild nite out!

Sky Diving or Bungi Jumping : sky diving

Tv or Radio : bored..tv...in the mood to dance..radio

Love at first sight or Learning to Love : learning to love, but love at first sight would b pretty cool

* Random *

Is there stuff animals on your bed : no theyre in my closet, except for one that usually gets knocked off anyways lol

Do you spend alot of time on xanga : not really..im so bad at updating

Do you ever wonder what life is gonna be like after high school/college : all the time, but i think itll just keep getting better

Are u scared of what will happen after high school / college : yea, but more excited

Do you hope to find that special someone : of course

Are you ever scared you wont find someone to be there to hold you :no cause i always got my friends n fam..nothin can really screw that up

   hahaha good times...teen grl squad!

 lmao ERICA! damn that icon is scarey

well im gonna finish reading gossip grls then american idol! Carrie better still b in the competition.Love yall!

<3 amy lauren

omgosh guys m actually updating...its been so long. Well what can i say ive been busi. So i guess i left off at spring break which now seems so long ago since in 3 weeks schools over...YES! So over SB i went to NY which was totally awesome. We all had so much freedom is was like on huge party every nite! The only part that sucked was that i got sick when i got home from being out in the damn rain so much. Atcually the 17 hr bus ride wasnt too terrible considering i slept most of the time. So i got back.....and i didnt get a tan! How aweful is that. Then school which isnt very exciting at all. And then my most recent trip latin convention! It was so amazing. I went with jaye n mich! Wow who new that latin convention was so popular! I mean there were like 1000 kids there. Mite i add some total hotties! I thought it was going to b a herd of asains and indians but to my surprise it wasnt like that at all! So basically ur supossed to take tests...i took 2 and came in 18th and 22nd in state but it was like vacation. U practically did nothing all day and partied all nite! There were two dances and they were soo much better than homecoming. B/c no one had a date so everyone danced together. Wow i danced my ass off and this really hott guy with a lip ring made my nite lol. But the last nite was really scarey. This kid named matt started like salking me. Omg we danced once and then he thought we were gonna like go have sex on his bunk. Psh hell no! He was like"wanna go back to my cabin?" haha makes me laugh. Jaye had a stalker too. His name was josh. He was kinda nice but i felt bad b/c jaye wanted nothing to do with him. So the latest news in my life is cheer tryouts. I made varsity yay! Pretty much all my friends made it so i cant complain. Should b a fun year. There are 24 grls on the squad so im happy b/c i like em nice n big! Rawr i had EOCT today which sucks b/c its nothing like what we actually learn over the year and i counts %15. I hope i at least passed lol. I dont wanna distroy my A in that class. Well rite now im doin a magazine on dictatorships which is pretty funny how our group designed it. So i gotta write an article on hilter...exciting lemme tell ya. Arent u proud i updated! Show ur love by commenting!

<3 me!

BESTFRiENDS are totally aware of how retarded
you are and still manage to be seen with you.

FORCE A SMiLE :: BLiNK AWAY ALL THA TEARS
iM SUPPOSED TOO BE STRONG & HAVE NO FEARS
BUT NOW iM TRYiN REALLY HARD NOT TOO FROWN
iF iM SUCH A STRONG PERSON WHY AM i BREAKiNG DOWN?

...isn`t it funny... 
      ---->>how when you want it the most you can`t have it?
                     and when you have it you don`t care.
                               and once you loose it,
                  [...*you`d do anything to get it back*...]

So today at school was extreemly boring. I really hate it when we watch movies at school because then I get so tierd. I really didnt want to go to chorus today b/c i thought we were going to get our asses kicked but actually it wasnt that bad. I still cant believe coreys cell rang while we were singin but w/e. During elizah rock, when we cut of to breath one little kid was like WOAH! It made my nite. The only good part about today was that I actually studied for vocab so I kno i didnt fail the test. Woohoo. So tonite erica came over and that was fun. We watched the incredibles and it was actually a really good movie. Very cute. And I got a new magazine and that makes me happy, hehe. Plus the fact that my dad ordered more girl scout cookies. That was excelent too. Wow today was extreemly cold outside. It better b nice this weekend b/c im sick of wearing winter clothes! And thank goodness i still got to watch the OC last nite. It's only like the best show ever! I mean who doesnt like that show?!

<3 amy lauren

Wow this morning i was pretty damn tierd! I stayed up late last nite b/c i was waiting for my girl scout cookies! Ok no little girls came to my house this year so i had to take desperate measures, hehe! But i mean can u believe that!?! Gotta love those thin mints. Im excited...well kinda, lol. In lit were doin a play over 12th nite and i get to do the hair n make-up. Fabi n erica r doin it with me so it should b fun fun. Besides now i dont have to memerize any lines so thats all good. Grr im gonna have to clean the house soon b/c my nana is comin for spring break. I really want a digital camera so mayb shell get me one! Most likely ill have to wait till my b-day but i can still dream, lol. Im getting so excited for NY! I really have to start practicing my music tho. Me n fab r gonna try to make reservation for this really good chinese place that Jennifer Aniston goes to. Fabi has been there b4 and said it was the best chinese food shes ever had so im pretty excited. Ive saved up so much money im so proud of myself. Usually right when i get money i go to the mall and spend it....or movies. But yea its gonna kick ass! Im so mad rite now tho. I just realized since our pre-festival concert is tomarro nite im gonna miss theOC. I have never missed an episode so its shockin! Hopefully I can get someone to tape it for me. Mayb my mom will if she doesnt go to the concert. C this is when i wish i had tivo. Well im outie! XOXO!

<3 amy lauren